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So many changes ...

Hello dear visitors :D

It's been a very long time since I was active here in any way ... The whole last year was a hard time for me ... I had problems at work, then my partner left me and since the breakup it's still going downhill with me.

I lost 12kg in 10 months and I can't get out of the door. I had to find my own place because he kicked me out and I realise how emotionally addicted I have been on him for the last 5 years, I can't really live on my own, I get panic attacks and anxiety attacks straight away. I have no family to move in with or support me. I'm just not mentally able to live independently....

It amazes me that I can drag myself to work every morning ... I don't even have friends to talk to about it because no one understands what it's like to lose someone who was your partner, family and mate and now you're on your own.

Anyway, I hope that all this will end soon ... At least I found the courage to be a bit creative again and changed the layout, as you can see.

I will also go through the individual partners now and get in touch with each of them.

Svenja ♥

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