Little Update
13. February 2025 // Nia // 10:00 AM

Ohayou Minna!
Wow, the past two weeks have been an absolute rollercoaster. I feel like time is just slipping through my fingers, and I have no idea where the days went. You know those weeks where everything just blurs together? Yeah, that's exactly where Iām at right now. Sleep? Who needs it? Sanity? Debatable. But at least my caffeine intake is at an all-time high, so thereās that. ā
But let's get real for a secondāthereās been one thing dominating my brain 24/7, and thatās Yosh from Survive Said The Prophet. I mean, itās not even just a casual interest anymore. Weāre talking full-blown, deep-dive, canāt-think-about-anything-else kind of obsession. If you know, you know. š¶
Iāve been binge-watching every live performance, scrolling through endless interviews, and pretty much consuming any content that even remotely involves him. And donāt even get me started on SSTPās musicāitās been on repeat in my life lately, like the soundtrack to my current existence. Itās the kind of obsession that sneaks up on you and then completely takes over. And honestly? I love every second of it.
And because my brain has officially stopped functioning rationally, I did something that even I didnāt see comingāI got myself Rock am Ring tickets. Not just for the festival vibes, not for the entire lineup (though itās amazing!), but purely and exclusively because Yosh and SSTP will be there. Like, I am literally planning my entire June around this one moment. Me. At a massive festival. Just for one person. If thatās not peak unhinged fangirl energy, I donāt know what is. š¤Æ And I have heavy social anxiety and don't like places with too many people...
Iām already mentally preparing for the chaos, the crowd, and the fact that I will be running purely on adrenaline and hype that day. But you know what? Itās going to be so worth it. The thought of finally seeing them live, in person, with that energy? Yeah, I might actually lose my mind. No big deal. š
Outside of my Yosh-mania, life has been a weird mix of exhaustion, excitement, and just trying to keep everything together. Some days feel great, others are just overwhelming, and then there are those moments where I just want to shut my brain off and exist in peace for a while. But hey, thatās life, right?
So, what about you guys? Anyone else in the middle of a completely irrational obsession? Let me knowāI need to know Iām not alone in this madness. š
I also uploaded some PSD Colorings. Have fun with them.♥